{"id":11,"date":"2021-11-21T15:12:46","date_gmt":"2021-11-21T15:12:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/?page_id=11"},"modified":"2025-10-28T22:05:48","modified_gmt":"2025-10-28T22:05:48","slug":"home","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/","title":{"rendered":"Home"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-page\" data-elementor-id=\"11\" class=\"elementor elementor-11\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-ca7541c elementor-section-height-min-height elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-items-middle\" data-id=\"ca7541c\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-background-overlay\"><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-be10890\" data-id=\"be10890\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-02500f6 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"02500f6\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h1 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Hello, Amarra and Natalia.<\/h1>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-0708f7f elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"0708f7f\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h1 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">This is Your Father.<\/h1>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-ffe4386 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"ffe4386\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>I guess this is the only way I can hope to communicate with you?<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><strong><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><strong><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">Happy Birthday, Amarra. I love and miss you. 10-28-25<\/span><\/strong><\/p><p align=\"center\"><strong><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\"><br><\/span><\/strong><\/p><p align=\"center\"><strong><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">My sweet daughters,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><strong><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">***************************************<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"132\" data-end=\"386\">The verbal poison that has been injected into countless hearts and minds, starting with yours, is something I can&#8217;t control\u2014and something I cannot allow to control me. So I had to let it go. And part of that \u201cletting go\u201d was emotionally letting you go.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"388\" data-end=\"576\">Because it\u2019s too late, and there\u2019s nothing I can do about who gets injected with that poison, or how many times they\u2019re reinjected. That\u2019s just, sadly, the cloth you\u2019ve been shaped from.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"578\" data-end=\"727\">And I can only pray that you find your way out of that cloth, out of that generational continuum. For your sake. For your significant other\u2019s sake.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"729\" data-end=\"932\">Admitting the problem is the first step. Having the courage and strength to do so is the next. Then therapy, listening to others, reflecting on life experiences, and escaping that environmental factor.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"934\" data-end=\"1164\">All I can do is pray that you get there. Because although emotionally I\u2019ve let go, I am your father. It\u2019s impossible to do that 100%. But given the circumstances, I had to do what I had to do for myself and for my significant other.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1166\" data-end=\"1207\">What a sad reality. Wouldn\u2019t you agree?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1166\" data-end=\"1207\">I came to this point on my own a long time ago. But here&#8217;s a video that I&#8217;ve come across recently that explains it very well:<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1166\" data-end=\"1207\">\n<\/p><p data-start=\"1166\" data-end=\"1207\"><div class=\"ast-oembed-container\" style=\"height: 100%;\"><iframe title=\"Once You Learn These Life Lessons, You Will Never Be The Same | Shi Heng Yi&#039;s Powerful Speech\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/7FJRCOJseeQ?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/div><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1166\" data-end=\"1207\">\n<\/p><p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\"><b>***********************************************<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><strong><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">&nbsp;(prior post)<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">Can I ask you something from<br>the heart?<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">Have you ever stopped to<br>wonder whether the choice to keep your distance from me is really<br>something <\/span><em><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">you<\/span><\/em><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\"><br>wanted, or something you\u2019ve felt you needed to do\u2014for someone<br>else\u2019s sake? To make someone else happy?<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">Do you think it\u2019s possible<br>that in trying to make someone else happy, you might be sacrificing<br>something important for yourselves?<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">If you had the freedom to<br>decide without pressure or expectation\u2014what kind of relationship<br>would <\/span><em><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">you<\/span><\/em><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\"><br>want with your dad, what would it be? What would it have been over the past 5 or 6 years?<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">Have you ever questioned<br>whether keeping me away has truly brought peace or joy<br>to anyone involved?<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">Do you think it\u2019s fair to<br>say that when love is conditional, it might not be love in its truest<br>form?<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">That it might even be something else, other than love?<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">Is it possible that some of<br>what you\u2019ve been told about me may not be the full story? That there&#8217;s another side to the story?<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">Could anyone, even with the<br>best intentions, unintentionally influence how you feel about<br>someone?<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">Do you believe that thinking<br>for yourselves, even when it\u2019s hard, is part of becoming your<br>truest, strongest selves?&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">Part of becoming your authentic selves? Not some version of you that someone wants you to be?<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">That a life without being your authentic self is mistake?<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">If someday you looked back<br>and realized this distance was built on someone else\u2019s pain\u2014not<br>your own truth\u2014would you wish you had asked more questions sooner?<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">Would you let yourselves be<br>open now?<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">Because I\u2019ll always be<br>here. Always ready for your questions. Always ready to know <\/span><em><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">you<\/span><\/em><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">,<br>not who someone else says you are. And always ready for you to know<br>me, not who someone else says I am.<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><span style=\"color: #fcfcf9;\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Natalia, you\u2019re going to be 18 years old. That\u2019s great. That\u2019s wonderful.<\/p>\n<div dir=\"auto\">But you\u2019ve always been wonderful. Even before you were born. Before you were even 1 day old. Before that, I remember hearing your heartbeat&nbsp; while you were still inside your mother&#8217;s womb.<br><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-astglobalcolor5 ); background-color: var(--ast-global-color-5);\">The after you were born,&nbsp; another great memory is ordering Baby Einstein. Using the headphones and an audio system on your&nbsp;<\/span><br><span style=\"color: var( --e-global-color-astglobalcolor5 ); background-color: var(--ast-global-color-5);\">mother&#8217;s abdomen.&nbsp; I made sure you heard it on a regular&nbsp;basis. The Baby Einstein sounds got more complex as time went on..<\/span><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">And you popped out really smart. You\u2019re welcome. \ud83d\ude42<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">But I can\u2019t say happy birthday without sharing how incredible it was to see you, your curls, your eyes, you\u2026for the first time. Even though I was meeting you for the first time, once I looked into your&nbsp;eyes I felt like I\u2019ve known you my whole life. That was incredible.<br>Do the math on that one.<br>HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIA!<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">And Amarra, there was that moment with you too. But it happened differently. Yet, it was just as special. I\u2019ll never forget it either.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Your mother and I were invited to a party that her coworker was having at her house. You were still so young that you couldn\u2019t walk. So all the women were passing you around. And, as you went from one woman to another, you looked way across the house and saw me. And the smile you gave me melted my heart.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">I will never forget that.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">The other thing that I will always remember is how you use to hug me during church service in Branford. I will never forget that either.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Those are the two most important moments in my life. They\u2019ll always be. No matter what.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Your Father -2025<\/div>\n<p style=\"font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; font-weight: 400;\">You know, last night (6\/19\/24) I had a dream in which I met you two. That everything was suddenly Ok. We hugged each other. It was great.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; font-weight: 400;\">I don&#8217;t dream of anything in particular, on a regular basis. Just you two.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; font-weight: 400;\">But you know what&#8217;s sad about that? In my dreams you two are always the ages that you were when I last had a relationship with you.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; font-weight: 400;\">Natalia&#8217;s 11\/12 years old. And Amarra&#8217;s 9 or 10.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; font-weight: 400;\">My intellect knows that you two are much older than that. But I guess my heart is the one who&#8217;s dreaming?<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; font-weight: 400;\">\n<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-b78c0f0 elementor-align-center elementor-widget elementor-widget-button\" data-id=\"b78c0f0\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"button.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-button-wrapper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-button elementor-button-link elementor-size-sm\" href=\"#\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-button-content-wrapper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-button-text\">Get Started<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-7701125 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"7701125\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-9ad04ba\" data-id=\"9ad04ba\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-13ae7bf elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"13ae7bf\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">I've been trying for years now. And I've never felt that you definitely knew\/know it. All I have had is email communication with someone who claims to be Natalia. That's it, for years now.<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-9c7221f elementor-widget-divider--view-line elementor-widget elementor-widget-divider\" data-id=\"9c7221f\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"divider.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-divider\">\n\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-divider-separator\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-inner-section elementor-element elementor-element-ef970f2 elementor-section-full_width elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"ef970f2\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-fd27b31\" data-id=\"fd27b31\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-bff2ac9 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"bff2ac9\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"370\" height=\"500\" src=\"http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/service-1.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-109\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/service-1.jpg 370w, http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/service-1-222x300.jpg 222w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 370px) 100vw, 370px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-54a2f8d elementor-widget elementor-widget-image-box\" data-id=\"54a2f8d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image-box.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-image-box-wrapper\"><div class=\"elementor-image-box-content\"><h3 class=\"elementor-image-box-title\">So, here I am using a website to <\/h3><p class=\"elementor-image-box-description\">I'd just like to be sure that you knew that I've been fighting to be reconnected with you. That I miss you two so much.<\/p><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-e6971ee\" data-id=\"e6971ee\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-1e4bc45 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"1e4bc45\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" width=\"370\" height=\"500\" src=\"http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/service-2.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-110\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/service-2.jpg 370w, http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/service-2-222x300.jpg 222w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 370px) 100vw, 370px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-f07647b elementor-widget elementor-widget-image-box\" data-id=\"f07647b\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image-box.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-image-box-wrapper\"><div class=\"elementor-image-box-content\"><h3 class=\"elementor-image-box-title\">try to talk to you both.<\/h3><p class=\"elementor-image-box-description\">You are both in my heart and on my mind every single day. Too many times a day to count. For years now.<\/p><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-inner-column elementor-element elementor-element-b809155\" data-id=\"b809155\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-6b792a3 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"6b792a3\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" width=\"370\" height=\"500\" src=\"http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/service-3.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-108\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/service-3.jpg 370w, http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/service-3-222x300.jpg 222w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 370px) 100vw, 370px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-1d1e836 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image-box\" data-id=\"1d1e836\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image-box.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-image-box-wrapper\"><div class=\"elementor-image-box-content\"><h3 class=\"elementor-image-box-title\">I hope it works.<\/h3><p class=\"elementor-image-box-description\">Besides me missing you two: Your grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins miss you too. Besides that, my wife Danielle would like to meet you two very much.<\/p><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-2d8ba58 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"2d8ba58\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-94a6090\" data-id=\"94a6090\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-ba33ca0\" data-id=\"ba33ca0\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-f914229 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"f914229\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/quotes.svg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-117\" alt=\"\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-d278a40 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"d278a40\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">\"Your father misses you.\"<\/h4>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-33 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-9a0a136\" data-id=\"9a0a136\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-ae8ce41 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"ae8ce41\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-4352dd5\" data-id=\"4352dd5\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-f1e5c43 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"f1e5c43\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>ABOUT US<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-f514188 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"f514188\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h4 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Are you telling me that there hasn't been a day, one day, that you haven't ever missed me?<\/h4>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-2281324 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"2281324\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>I&#8217;m your father. You&#8217;re my daughters. We&#8217;ve always had a wonderful connection when you were growing up. That connection is still there. I&#8217;ll always believe that. Always! We just have to begin communication again. The same goes for the rest of the family you haven&#8217;t seen in years. They&#8217;ll always be your family. And family should be with family. Be in each other&#8217;s lives.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-5e38931 elementor-widget elementor-widget-button\" data-id=\"5e38931\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"button.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-button-wrapper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-button elementor-button-link elementor-size-sm\" href=\"#\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-button-content-wrapper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-button-text\">Find Out More<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-0ec8b6e elementor-hidden-mobile\" data-id=\"0ec8b6e\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-8869c3b elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"8869c3b\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"470\" height=\"570\" src=\"http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/leaf.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-145\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/leaf.jpg 470w, http:\/\/amarrajacobs.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/leaf-247x300.jpg 247w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 470px) 100vw, 470px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-b991a90 elementor-section-height-min-height elementor-section-content-middle elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-items-middle\" data-id=\"b991a90\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-47e5172\" data-id=\"47e5172\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-7d508b6 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"7d508b6\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h1 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Update<\/h1>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-049c21d elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"049c21d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>I&#8217;m not blaming you for what I described above. I&#8217;m just trying to begin communication with you. And I know I&#8217;ve made a bunch of mistakes once the divorce began. And I&#8217;m not making excuses for them. It was a struggle. It was a shock. I felt alone in a way that I had never felt before. My heart was broken in a way that it never was before. Those details aren&#8217;t excuses. They&#8217;re facts, at least about my perspective at the time. The facts beyond them are that I did make mistakes in how I handled it. I&#8217;m sorry to have hurt you and\/or disappointed you. I&#8217;m not going to use the word &#8220;but&#8221; here, and then continue with an excuse. Those are the facts. However, I&#8217;m in a different place altogether now. With someone who has helped me find myself again. And it&#8217;s this new person that wants to meet, reunite with both of you. Not the person you saw fall apart. I&#8217;ve accepted the precious time that I&#8217;ve already lost with you. And all I want is a future with you, whenever that starts. I know, in my heart, that we will be able to restore the bond that we will always have.&nbsp; But like any other relationship that bond requires time, effort, love, commitment, attention, etc&#8230;&nbsp; Things that we have not given it in a few years now. Maybe more? I know that I&#8217;ve been trying. But it&#8217;s a two way road. You know my number, my email address. I can&#8217;t wait to hear from you, in a way that I can be 100% sure it&#8217;s really you.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e487c72 elementor-align-center elementor-widget elementor-widget-button\" data-id=\"e487c72\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"button.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-button-wrapper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-button elementor-button-link elementor-size-sm\" href=\"https:\/\/photos.app.goo.gl\/CquWU86kmXVZZsTEA\" target=\"_blank\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-button-content-wrapper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-button-text\">Do you Remember these Days?<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-0021cd3 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"0021cd3\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-c239e7a\" data-id=\"c239e7a\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-f25c143 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"f25c143\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-5a2e8d1\" data-id=\"5a2e8d1\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-71db3bb elementor-widget elementor-widget-html\" data-id=\"71db3bb\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"html.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"sfc5zye636ar7d94t722fasln45ehwn2q92\"><\/div>\r\n<script type=\"text\/javascript\" src=\"https:\/\/counter9.stat.ovh\/private\/counter.js?c=5zye636ar7d94t722fasln45ehwn2q92&down=async\" async><\/script>\r\n<br><noscript><a href=\"https:\/\/www.freecounterstat.com\" title=\"free hit counter no ads\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/counter9.stat.ovh\/private\/freecounterstat.php?c=5zye636ar7d94t722fasln45ehwn2q92\" border=\"0\" alt=\"natalia jacobs amarra jacobs\"><\/a><\/noscript>\r\n \t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-fbf8a2a elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"fbf8a2a\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-2f4442b\" data-id=\"2f4442b\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-0cf7bbb elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"0cf7bbb\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\"><span style=\"font-family: inherit;font-size: 28px\">                                         \u4f60\u6709\u6ca1\u6709\u60f3\u8fc7\u4f60\u5df2\u7ecf\u88ab\u4f60\u5988\u5988\u6d17\u8111\u4e86<\/span><\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hello, Amarra and Natalia. 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